Is my unemployed on disability ass really looking up licencing rights for Library music like "That'd be good for the audio book!" (yes it is)

.....50 quid to use the Sax music from Jon Bois videos tho. Hmmmm...

Me: Verbally explaining exposition about how a characters system and headmates work and also the lore mechanics of how they all suddenly have physical bodies and the temporal horror of having histories and bodies assigned to them without consent or knowledge

The Background Music: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Lop1tlqOrOQ