god i wish i knew what to do here. its so hard shifting to this state where i can literally just spill and spill and spill every word and every thought out of my head and it never has to stop.

instead of mashing down my thoughts into content for attention for an audience.

i dont have to be any of that now.

maybe im not alone but atleast im by myself again.

you know what, i cant believe how good it feels to write a blog post? look at all these letters, look at them all and they just keep coming here they go aaaaaaaaaaand they can waste space if they want.

who's gonna care? waste awaaaaaaaay its aaaaaalll yyyooooouuuurrss.

yeah

that feels g o o d .

s'like s tre tchin g out the back in your mind. really just kick your feet up huh?

i never liked the term "over thinking" how do you "over think" things? oh no i thought too much about what could go wrong and it didnt happen, what a hideous punishment to myself for no reason.

if you over think i support that. as if you needed me to. like things happen all the time and not a lot of it makes sense on even a relative level. thats why i wanna call it "hyper thinking" but like, warp drive, not coked up kids.

tonight im hyperthinking my way into a post that seems interesting but actually wasnt.