I see my psych today at 3 and I realize I forgot to text her about Ichigo in the flurry of emails and texts I've sent out. I haven't seen her since March 10th which was literally the day before the storm began.

When I became very concerned for his health. Then he went missing a week (?) later. Them he came home 3 days later. And he was doing better. And then he just declined so rapidly starting at the beginning of April, when I got sick at the same time. Then the 7th we had to make the decision, and I was still sick and a little dehydrated. Then I had to participate in fuckin Easter. At the time of my appointment, it will be exactly a week since he died.

And I have therapy on Monday.

I'm so tired.