I want to do chainmail and knit and nalbind and learn how to play the hurdy gurdy and harp and make folk music and perform at ren faires. I've loved music all my life and struggled to stay connected to it because of a poor music education and then traumatic experiences in marching + concert band in school (part of a long pattern of ending up a traumatized autistic in community spaces focused on my passions) but I don't want to write it off forever! I want to make music with my lover and sculpt weird things and make beautiful jewelry and never stop making delightful, creative, indulgent meals