playing with my tuoys (making the numerous plushies on my desk kiss because they're all in a loving polyamorous relationship)

weh i need to pick up drawing pen again... i can feel The Need creeping up on me despite my "weh so much effort"-ness and if i keep saying "no, later" my physical and metaphysical form as an artist will literally dematerialize in explosive fashion as this is simply the way artists must be, we can never truly put down the pen for we have glimpsed beyond the veil, into the dark corners of the universe where only the eldritch and wrong reside, and the only way to put the horrors at bay is to continue the work we have started, ever onward, never stopping, lest it consume us and fashion us as its own...

also i just haven't tried drawing since i got my new desk and it should be so much less awful now bc i can actually sit in front of my tablet without like, having to constantly maintain criss-crossed legs. also i've been seeing artstyles i like and i want to figure out how they work and also make more cute things :) all my work (drawn and otherwise) has been ttrpg-related that i can't share because it would be spoilers for my players who do follow me lol

i am a plushie (sometimes), new lore drop. just kinda gender tbh, i want my friends to pick me up and hold me and snuggle me and give me kissies and boop my little nose and when they can't they can set me down in a cute pose or tucked in with a blanket or other critters so yeah i think it's right for me tbh :)

mouse (sheep variety)