personal neurodivergence dread curse: knowing "i want to talk to people i want to make friends i want to have fun" and also knowing it usually is fun, but also "talking to people can active wear me out and often does, to the point where i will sometimes need to rest because of it" AND "i tend to lean nonverbal when i don't have to force myself to talk and i have yet to find a good method of interacting with other people online that doesn't require talking, and for some reason gaming does not count because my brain seems to treat it as similarly tiring" (that last point may arguably be partially an introversion thing too but i often suspect it seems to be a neurodivergence thing in my case i just don't know how to pin it down)

basically: why haven't we invented digital cuddling yet???

you there! yes, you! mwah! :)

(but only if you want a kiss, of course <3)

also random thought: we may always refer to ourselves as a mouse but please don't forget that we're also shapeshifters and sheep and ferrets and plushies and squirrels and birds and clothes and rabbits and the vast inky depths of the oceans and alpacas and so on, and so forth. we should perhaps poke some of that a little more, to be entirely honest. something akin to letting them front, we presume.

really need to get back in the swing of making art (blame video games and hyperfocus for the most part dksjfjfjj) but also. tbh. i just kinda gotta make art that is just 100% a kink thing. not horny necessarily (though it can be both), to be clear. but definitely kinky.