right now i'm flip flopping between "i should make a full game" and "i should just make a mod"
some part of me wants to switch back to making mods because it's easier and there's already a lot of hard work done but the other part wants me to finish something that's a standalone thing
i guess having a lot of premade stuff and a proven gameplay loop like doom feels like a shortcut in my mind. doom's combat is something that's already proven to be fun, there's a ton of premade assets...
but at the same time i always feel like i'm using a "crutch" of some sorts. like i'm cheating. i also want to be able to sell the shit i make. argh.
i think the constant loop of workin on a game for 3 months and then burning out partway through just keeps fucking me up.