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#The Global Cohost Feed

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I'm just a fellow who has erratic tastes that trend toward the old and sometimes bizarre. I will talk your ear off about house music, vaporwave, some games, and esoteric mediums. I also love rare re-releases of games, and oddities/unreleased things too.

The above is one of those more unusual things I own -- a modern day minidisc, of a vapor-ambient album: //DLM's 5 AM in Japan. Minidiscs themselves are very fascinating to me, as a (in my opinion) better form of optical media. Resistant to datarot, sturdier than a CD, and look cooler too. The limiting factor of the medium was the fact that until Hi-MD, a format that only manifested in Japan and maybe parts of the EU, minidiscs had a very small amount of music storage space. We're talking 80 minutes of music at max audio quality, with the other encoders sucking pretty bad for the longest time (Thank you, Sony). Now-a-days, through the efforts of very talented and determined individuals, the encodes are more efficient, and sound way better, letting you cram close to 1:30+ onto a disc without sounding like it just stepped out of static hell.

I think one of the things I love about minidiscs, outside of the above, though, is just how.. real(?) everything feels. The click of the device popping open, the clunk of it closing, and the physical vibration in my hand as the thing spins up to be read. Also the fact it has a headphone jack so I can use my better headphones on it instead of my bluetooth ones. It's all very tactile and analog, which is very nice.



i've been having a good time with shadow of the erdtree. i'm taking my time with it, and haven't hit any of the really ridiculous late game bosses i've heard people complaining about (i think). i've just really enjoyed the level design of it, both in the open world and in the dungeons, and in that sense at least it feels like a gigantic step forward from the base game.

but

there's just so damn much of it, and i really needed a change of pace, so i went back to selaco last night. god damn. this game is such a fucking breath of fresh air. it's such a great synthesis of ideas from old school corridor shooters, immersive sims, and even call of duty-ish games. cannot recommend it highly enough.



To you, the voice in my head
The voice that tells me it's over
Who dares mock me as I bathe
I am enough.

Yesterday, a day long panic
And I hurt loved ones in it
But there will be days like that
Even then
I am enough.

Even if I don't feel it
Especially if I don't feel it
I have lovers who will be patient
Who care for me deeply
And remind me
I am enough.

I know what you are voice
You are every moment
Where I was shamed
Abandoned and hurt
Every cutting glance
Which said
You'll never be enough.

But I AM enough.
I know I am enough.
And when I do not.
When you as doubt come in
I now glare at you in the mirror
And you flinch
Because I am enough.

Because even if I falter
I get up, repair what I can
And keep going forward
Because I am enough.

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