weather was pretty bad, i stayed at home
i was able to do some drawing but
it was a complete bust when it came to Actually Being Productive and doing schoolwork
which has me a little bit in the dumps
i feel like im too dumb to program
maybe it might not be for me (?)
need to use the dang ... unix ... linux shell ... thing
nano code editor to make the programs for the assignment
benfords law? chuck a luck?
it seems too complicated to code for my small brain
maybe ill try and talk to a tutor or something, i dunno
part of me feels pathetic (?) in asking for help
also calculus is still bleh
might get some help in calculus too
i feel different about getting help for math than i do for programming for some reason
i guess its like
my programming teacher is pretty chill, while this calculus teacher is just kind of Not
my asl teacher is cool though, he rules
asl is the only class that ive kind of gell'd with so far, ive had a really nice time in it
kind of a real Meh Monday tbh :/
ill try to make the rest of this week better
