eichi wanting to kiss underneath mistletoe but i get sososo embarrassed and pretend like i dont see anything and that hes making stuff up

eichi thinks its adorable and a little sweet with how i always ask things of him so timidly even if theyre super small but also he constantly reminds me that im his vivian and hed do anything for me so i neednt be so hesitant about asking for things

eichi telling me im free to come and see him anytime at any moment but i still text and ask like Is it ok if i come hang out with you.... and sometimes i hesitate about sending it because i wonder if hes starting to get a little annoyed with how clingy i am. trying so hard not to bother him as often even though i think about him 24/7

im going insane