Sheer out of hope
Cried out of tears
Whats left but all my nothings
My life tied up
In silken threads
Out of time it's all for nothing

• "dark dark night" midge ure (fragile, 2014)

Recently I got hit with some fun news: the person who I'm renting a room from gave us a 90 day notice that they plan to put the house up on the market.

So, uh, now I guess I get to scramble to figure out a new place to live... and I only just got a job again. Oh boy.

This year thus far has been honestly rather rough.

I have been battling aphantasia and probably a learning disability or two while drawing for 12 years now but the pewdiepie video about 100 days in a row and some attempts at fitness just have me wanting to get onto some kind of positive mindset and momentum. I would love to know of some artists who have to deal with aphantasia so I could maybe learn from their example. I know RubberRoss is one but that's really all I do know.