Its all fun and games until you bite off more than you can chew.
(Reupload cause I managed to forget her vitiligo in the last panel while playing with layers)
a little ramble...
i drew so much this year. i drew so much!! i haven't sat down and just *drawn* like this since like, 2016... and honestly, this is the first time i've had so much fun with it. back then, i was so obsessed with improvement that i was really harsh on myself. i was always too afraid of failure to try out new styles or mediums.
this year has been the total opposite! i still want to improve and i still want to learn a ton, of course. i want to get to the point where i feel comfortable and confident putting more of my own art in my games! but i'm genuinely having fun with the actual process of drawing, now, and making mistakes doesn't seem like such a terrible thing. i love it.
thank you so much to the folks who cheer me on, who create art so powerful i can't help but want to draw immediately, who make weird and beautiful zines, who draw yuri, who leave me kind comments, who show my work to their friends... thank you. i feel extremely lucky. i'm gonna keep at it!!
anyway, here are some of my favorites <3
April: goblin girl. i like her expression.May: J.J. Macfield. I've always drawn too small, so doing these full-size portraits was really fun. this game makes me cryMay: i love my shoeless daughter June: at some point i got really into putting tattoo chokers on everyone. looks especially good on mokou July: pervertsAugust: these were inspired by kadabura's demons. i did a lot of limited palette stuff this year! i like their creepy eyes quite a bit.September: surprise! it's void stranger. i finally learned how to use layer masksOctober: surprise! it's bobcat. i really love making these little color pen sketches, they're very loose & funNovember: i really had fun with this one. i did a bunch of smaller pixel art for bossgame, but learning how to draw higher resolution illustrations... i'm glad i gave it a shot, i really enjoy it! this ended up being the title screen for TOUHOU LONELY LOVELY BONFIREDecember: the nun from void stranger!! i've been trying to expand with new poses and angles... this was a wild oneDecember: digital (not pixel) illustration is still so tricky to me, especially light and color... something to study more in the future!December: i wanted to try a mockup of a scene that might be part of library game... the original idea was to visualize different activities you might do in your apartment, but it ended up becoming this cute little animation. i stole this palette from void stranger...December: drew the bossgame girls on christmas as we watched movies... i'm amazed how well it turned out. the pixels are ludicrously messy, but as a whole it looks... really good?? i still feel so emotionally attached to these two, and it's been a little sad moving on... that's life. what a good way to end the year.