Part Sixteen of the Inverted AU
A JSE Fanfic
[This is part of a fic series I wrote from December 2018 to August 2021. Chase, alone in the house, tries desperately to get Jack to listen to him. But then, a glitch arrives...]
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“You guys can’t, like…wait until the others get back?” Chase asked.
“What, scared to be home alone?” Jackie asked, tugging on his mask. “It’ll be fine, dude. Last night was fine, tonight’s gonna be fine too. And if you start to feel a little…I don’t know, nervous, then you can always just. You know.” When Chase didn’t look reassured, Jackie sighed. “Look, we go out every night, you know this. Marvin and Jameson said they’d be back in a couple hours. You can manage two hours alone with them.”
“…alright,” Chase muttered. He still wasn’t sure he could, but he knew there would be no convincing these two.
“Jackie! Hurry! I am going to be late and I do not want to leave without you!” Schneep was hovering by the front door.
“Late to what? The place doesn’t even open until you get there to—okay, you know what? Never mind.” Jackie gave Chase a quick one-armed hug. “It’s going to be fine. See you in the morning.” And with that, he crossed the room to join Schneep, and the two of them set off into the night.
Chase sighed, then stopped leaning against the wall and walked over into the kitchen. From there, he opened one of the high-up cabinets and pulled out a bottle of whiskey and a glass. He wanted to do it. He did. But he needed to calm his nerves first.
It took a while, but eventually he felt ready. The walk to the basement stairs seemed longer than usual, as did the journey downwards. Once he reached the underground hallway, he considered his options, eyes darting between two doors. After a frozen moment, he chose the first one on the right. Jameson had given him the key to the room, which he now took out of his pocket and used to unlock the door. He stood there for a minute with his hand on the handle, taking deep breaths. Then, quickly, he turned the knob, pulled open the door just wide enough, darted inside, and pulled it shut behind him.
He shut it just in time. Someone slammed into the closed door, and the only reason it didn’t open again was because Chase was pulling on the handle, keeping it shut. “Calm down,” Chase said. “It’s just me.”
“Oh, ‘just you’? ‘Just you,’ huh?” Jack scowled. “Get out of the way.”
“I can’t do that.” Chase was standing in front of the door, the handle directly behind his back.
“I think you can!”
“Well, I mean, I’m physically able to, but, uh…if I do that, we won’t get to talk.” While he was speaking, Chase passed the key he was still holding from one hand to another, and locked the door. He wasn’t sure why this room could be locked from both sides, but he was sure Jameson had a reason.
Jack’s eyes narrowed the moment he heard the lock click. Chase swallowed the sudden knot in his throat. “Okay, fine. What do you want to talk about? Because it doesn’t matter what the fuck it is, I’m not going to listen.” As if to prove this, Jack turned around and walked a few feet away, folding his arms.
“Look, you deserve an explanation—”
“Oh, do I?! I don’t think any explanation could really excuse this shit. Unless your explanation is ‘I wanted to fuck with my former best friend’s head.’”
Chase made a strange, strangled squeak. “No, that’s not what—look, just listen to what I have to say.”
Jack didn’t respond to that, merely stayed where he was, back to Chase.
“Okay. Okay.” Chase took a deep breath. “I was really excited when I found out we’d moved to the same city. I thought, hey, we could reconnect. And we were! But then you…you started to change. You were always busy, and every time I called you always had something planned with someone else. Jack, that was…that was so scary. I’d just lost my family, any attempts I made to get new friends always failed, everything was going downhill with the channel, my job, and these guys were no help, they tried to support, but it just wasn’t helping. I got desperate. I just…went to the last resort.”
After a moment of silence, Jack turned around. “You know, that’s not how I remember it at all. I don’t know about you but I thought we were still pretty good friends. The problem here is that you think me having a life outside of you somehow means I don’t like you anymore. And that couldn’t be further from the truth.” He paused. “I mean, guess what? Kidnapping, manipulating, and brainwashing someone isn’t going to make them like you either! So maybe you should’ve thought through your numerous OTHER options before going to ‘the last resort.’”
“Jack, you still don’t get it!” Chase pleaded. “I—I wasn’t thinking straight. I was freaking out. And then once everything was done, I was stuck. If I stopped the spell, you would have…I…I know it was a bad thing, an awful thing to do—”
“But you did it anyway.” Jack shook his head. “Look, if you think someone leaving you once this—this made-up positive feeling, whatever it is, faded away…if you think that’s worse than keeping them there against their will, your priorities are seriously fucked up.”
Chase choked, covering his mouth with one hand. His eyes were watering. This was exactly what he wanted to avoid, exactly what he was afraid of happening. Jack hated him. He…he really did. There wasn’t anything real left. But…he couldn’t lose him. He couldn’t let go. “Jack, please…”
Jack stared at him. His features seemed to soften, just a bit. “Chase. You did a bad thing. A horrible, messed-up thing. I can’t…I can’t just…forget that. But I can…I recognize that you need help. So go fucking get it. Stop dragging me down with you while you’re sinking and expecting me to make you float. Go grab your own life saver, don’t make me into one.” He turned around again. “Now go away.”
Chase was at a loss for words. So he simply unlocked the door and backed out into the hallway, re-locking it once he was outside. He leaned his forehead against the door with a dull thunk. No matter what he did, it never worked out, did it? Every time he tried to hold on to something he loved, it always slipped away. And that was his fault. He held on too tightly. Because that was just the sort of stupid, terrible, horrible excuse for a person he was.
He glanced down the hall toward the other door. If he was going to get yelled at some more, he needed something to numb the sting of the words. And so he started back up the stairs.
But he only got up a couple steps before the lights shut off.
“What the…?” He couldn’t see anything, not even when he waved his hand in front of his face. He reached into his pocket and pulled out his phone, but it wouldn’t turn on. For a moment, he was resigned to blindly feeling his way up the stairs, until he remembered. He dug around even deeper in his pocket and pulled out a lighter, which burst into flickering flame. It wasn’t a lot, but it was enough. He sighed in relief, glad that Jackie had forgotten to ask for it back yesterday. But he was still upset that he had to go around the back of the house to reset the circuit breaker.
Something was deeply wrong.
As he climbed the stairs, things began to brighten, but not in the way they should have. The light that was gradually filtering down the staircase was red. Maybe that whiskey he had was getting to him? But alcohol didn’t cause hallucinations. There was also a low whine beneath his hearing, one that sounded not quite electronic, not quite electric, and not quite anything else.
He reached the top of the stairs. The red light was pouring through the doorway at the top, except for the spot where it was blocked by the dark shape of a man facing him. Shadows were wavering and leaping impossibly, and the world was bending around them. The man’s head tilted, outlines and shadows following it into position. And with a hiss of black noise, the man’s right eye lit up with a piercing green light.
Chase stepped backwards, going down a stair. He could feel his heart pounding through his pulse, rising rapidly. His breathing was going by too quickly, and his body was shaking so much that the flame in the lighter was practically going out. He was…scared. He was TERRIFIED. But he why? He knew who this was, what this was…didn’t he?
“W̢̧͡he͞͝re̡ ̶͏҉ar̵͠e͝ ͝t̷͡h̸͝e̕y̷?”
Chase just shook his head.
A laugh rang out, echoing and circling around him in a hellish cacophony. He pressed one hand to one ear, still holding the lighter in the other. “I̧ ͞d̶on̢’t e̸ven k҉n͞ow̸ ̵w͟h̶y I ask̷,” Anti hissed. “I͠ alręad҉y ̶kn̶ǫw̡, An͟d ҉y͏ou͞'̨re in͢ m̸y̛ ̶wa͝y̵.”
“You…no. No, you can’t,” Chase said quietly, realizing what he was planning.
“C͡an̡'t͟ ̧I͢?̧” Reality was bleeding at the edges. Anti stepped forward, and it wasn’t clear where he was or how fast he was going, until sooner than Chase thought possible, Anti was in front of him. Chase tried to back away, but found himself teetering on the edge of a stair, and he worked quickly to regain his balance. “L͡e̴t̡ ͡m͞e ̸a̢sk̛ yo͝u…” The words bounced around his skull. “D͝o ̡y̶ou t͠h̸ink̕ y͏o̡u h̸av͢e͠ a righ͞t to thi͞s̛? T͞o̕ th͢e̛m͞?̷” A pair of hands grabbed his shirt, pulling him close. “Y̛ou ̵to͡o̶k m҉y̵ on͞ly ̧fr̨ie͡n̶d ͡from̕ ̷m͢e ̴beca͟u͟se̵ yoư ͠we̸re ̶scared̡ I'ḑ s͟how h̷i͡m ͟wha̶t͠ ͏y̸o̕ư rea͡l͝ly ̡a҉re͟!”
“N-no…” Chase clawed at the hands holding him, trying to pry the fingers away, but he was met with a sharp, slicing pain instead. He gasped, dropping the lighter, which tumbled down the stairs into the darkness, leaving only the red light. “No, that’s not…I just want…I just want things to go back to the way they were.”
“So҉ do͡ p͝l̕ȩn̵ţy ͏of p̢eo͝ple̸.͏” The green light of the eye flared again, and Chase cried out, the sight somehow making his fear spike. “B̧ut ͝t̶h̨ey̵ m҉an͡ąge to͏ ̶not͏ fo̵rce̸ th͠o̢se͠ ̢a͏ro̷u͡ņd͟ th͞em҉ t͟o s̡t̷ay͡.”
“Stop,” Chase whispered. “Please stop. I-I know, I know. I know I’m horrible, but I don’t know how to fix it.”
“Th͠e͟n͞ ҉fi͠nd ͠s̶omeo͝ne who͞ ͝d̷o͡es!” Chase flinched as the words cut through his heart. “Aņd ̷ins̶t͠e͞a̶d ͢o͢f just̕ ͡wall̕ow͠ing̶ ͢i̡n ̡ho͢w͢ t̛e̵rrible ̴yo͟u͢ are and͢ ̶us̡ing ̴it as̸ a̧n e̷xcu̵se,͞ ͢fuck̵in̨g d͟o ̕s̴ometh͠i̕ng͞ ̶a҉bou̢t it!”
“I-I-I can’t.” Chase shuddered. “I can’t, I can’t!”
The electric whining increased, the myriad of tones stabbing into Chase’s mind. Warm liquid was running from his eyes, and he didn’t think it was tears.
And then it stopped. Anti let go of his shirt, and Chase stumbled back, once again almost falling down the staircase. He gasped for air that was suddenly lacking, and looked up into the shadowed double-face.
“Y̶ơu ̸h̨̢a̛v̶e̛͟n͢'͏̸t ͝͏͏e̛v̵e̷n̢ ̸͢t̷r̢ie̵d͡.”
And Anti was holding him, a hand on either side of his head, and Chase was staring into that green light that made the rest of the world dark. He gasped, and he opened his mouth to scream, but the sound died before it came out. The staticky whine from before was back, and it was inside him. He could feel it pounding through his veins, flowing through his nerves.
Suddenly he was so…tired.
Chase closed his eyes, and it was dark. Soon the silence followed.
The harsh red light faded, becoming just a bit gentler. Anti set the limp Chase down on the steps, not really caring much about making him comfortable. And he took a moment to just…stare at him.
Maybe Chase had a chance. Maybe somehow, he could figure out whatever was going on with him. Maybe he could manage to find his way back to whatever he’d left behind long ago. But that all depended on his willingness to take that first step.
Well, he’d have some time to consider it. “Sle̢e͏p ͡w̛el͏l,̕ C͟h̡a̶se,” Anti whispered, no trace of any tone in his voice. Then he turned his attention down the stairs.
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The next time the door opened, Jack was ready. There wasn’t much in the room he could use, probably by design. In fact, there was really only the three beds with their pillows and sheets. But at this point, he’d use whatever he had. He wasn’t sure how long it would be before they managed to fix the magic hypnotizing watch, or whatever it was, that allowed the spell to be cast. He goth the feeling it was soon, though, so he had to at least make an attempt. Even if that attempt was kind of pathetic. Which is all a really long way of saying the minute the door opened and someone walked inside the room, Jack threw a pillow at him and tried to rush past while he was distracted.
He was actually surprised when he managed to actually push the door open immediately, so much so that he ended up barreling across the hall and smacking straight into the opposite wall. It didn’t hurt, except for the shock of actually being outside the room he’d been stuck in for…at least a couple days.
“Really? That was your plan?” said a voice. “You do realize that wouldn’t have worked on anyone who really wanted to keep you in there?” It was…familiar.
Jack spun around. Standing in the doorway of the room was a man who looked just like him. He wore a black shirt and dark blue ripped jeans, and there was a green scarf wrapped around his neck. His left eye was blue, while his right was…nothing. Just black, too black to be simply an empty socket. Staring at it sent shivers of fear down his spine. Jack recognized him immediately. “Anti,” he breathed.
“In the flesh. M͝o̴stly.” Anti cracked his head to the side and a flurry of pixels broke away. “Hello…hi, Jack.”
Jack gaped at him for a moment. A long enough moment for Anti’s fingers to begin twitching and his eye to dart side to side. And then, with no warning at all, Jack ran forward and threw his arms around Anti. “Oh my god, you’re here! You’re really here!” He quickly broke away. Anti wasn’t too big on contact with humans. Then, his eyes narrowed as a thought occurred to him. “Unless you’re not really here. Unless…this is another trick.”
Anti chuckled. “Good. You’ve caught on to their tricks.”
“Where was the first place we met?” Jack asked. “No, wait, never mind, he saw that one. Umm…no, he knows about Sam too. How about…that dream. The last one I had, where did it take place?”
“Hospital,” Anti answered promptly. “Run-down, shitty sort of hospital. In the waiting room. Probably inspired by a video game you were playing at the time, because that’s usually what’s on your mind.”
Jack relaxed, shoulders slumping. He was pretty sure there was no way anyone could have found out about that particular dream. “Oh thank fucking god,” he sighed. “What…what are you doing here?”
“I’ve come to get you out, genius.”
“R…really?” Jack didn’t dare to let his hopes rise. “But…they’re all—”
“The two magic men are out trying to fix the talisman, wannabe Batman is out on the streets, and your local horror movie doctor is at his, ah, clinic,” Anti summarized. “Brody was still here, but I got around him pretty easily.”
“So…we can just…leave?” A tightness in Jack’s chest was loosening for the first time in years.
“Well…not yet.” Anti looked down the hall. “Come on, there’s someone else we need to get.”
Curious, Jack followed Anti down to another door. He watched as Anti twisted the handle and pulled it open, seemingly disregarding the fact that the door was locked. When it was open all the way, Jack stepped forward to peer into the room.
It was identical to the one he’d been trapped in, with a lamp hanging from the ceiling and three beds with sparse bedding. On the leftmost bed, there was a woman sitting cross-legged, leaning against the headboard with her eyes closed. Her curly blonde hair was a bit longer than the shoulder-length cut it usually was, but she looked alright otherwise. Her eyes flew open when she heard the door creak. “Anti?” she gasped, astonished. Then she looked over at the other man and said in complete and utter shock, “Jack?!”
“Wh—Stacy?!” Jack asked, eyes wide.
“You two know each other?” Anti asked, looking back and forth between them.
“Of course I know him, he’s Chase’s best friend!” Stacy said, standing up. “We went to the same university too.”
“Jesus, I haven’t seen you since the divorce,” Jack said. “Did you cut your hair?”
“Yeah. But what are you doing here?”
“The same thing you’re doing, I expect.”
“Jack is my friend,” Anti butt in. “It’s a long story, but he’s been here for a while, and I’ve been trying to get him back.”
“…oh god. Oh, I see,” Stacy whispered. “I’m so sorry, Jack.”
“Well. It’s okay.” Jack shoved his hands in his hoodie pocket. “Actually, it’s not, but thanks. Now can we get out of here?”
“Yes, please?” Stacy asked, a note of panic tinged in her voice. “I need to see if the kids are alright.”
“Probably a good idea,” Anti muttered. “C’mon. I can get you both there quickly.”
Stacy blinked. “I, um, I thought you said you couldn’t glitch living things?”
“Oh, this isn’t glitching,” Anti smiled, a brief note of green coming to life in his blank black eye. “It’s a…shortcut. Though I do suggest you both close your eyes while walking through there, you probably wouldn’t like what you’d see.”
Stacy gave Jack a look that was part-curious, mostly-panic. Jack just shrugged. “I don’t get it any more than you do. Anti’s weird. He does his own thing. But we should probably listen to him. Now, please tell me you’re ready to go.”
After a moment’s hesitation, Stacy nodded.
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It only took about a minute to walk through Anti’s “shortcut,” and neither Jack nor Stacy looked while walking through it. They weren’t sure what it was, but it had a sort of…tingly, electric feeling that didn’t seem entirely good. When they opened their eyes, the three of them were standing on the sidewalk outside Stacy’s house. She immediately rushed to the door, threw it open, and ran inside. Anti and Jack followed at a slower pace.
“Wait.” Before Anti went inside the house, he reached to the side and his hand disappeared, like he’d put it in a pocket of the world. When he withdrew it, he was holding a familiar white eye-patch, which he tied into place. And Jack was suddenly aware of an absence of a low-level humming, and that the hairs on the back of his neck had been raised and on edge this entire time.
“I was wondering where you’d put that,” Jack muttered. “Didn’t want to scare the kids?”
“Yeah.”
“Cool.” Jack pushed open the slightly ajar front door and stepped inside. Instantly, a glowing green ball was flying at his face. “Sam? Sam!” Jack laughed as the tennis ball sized eye vigorously nuzzled his neck and face, iris squished to almost closed. “I missed you too, buddy! What’re you doing here? Well, that’s good, then, kids need supervision.”
Anti watched the reunion, the corner of his mouth twitching. From the kitchen, he could hear joyous children’s shrieks, matched by the sound of Stacy’s voice. He pulled at his scarf, gently touching the bandages underneath. The reminder of what was underneath there, of the promise he’d made to himself, caused the almost-smile to fall. “Jack,” he said quietly. “We can’t stay.”
Jack, who was now patting the eyeball sitting on his shoulder, looked over at him. “What d’you mean?”
Anti looked him in the eyes. “They’re going to come for you, Jack. They don’t like losing, and they don’t like losing their stuff.”
Jack’s face fell. Sam flicked their nerve-tail, curling it around them. “You’re…right,” he whispered, looking down at the floor. “You’re right. We can’t stay here, they can find us. But…I don’t know, where else are we supposed to go?”
“Hmm…” Anti pursed his lips. “I’m guessing you don’t exactly have friends you could stay with. I doubt they’d let you.”
Jack looked up. “Actually…I had a few online friends.”
“Really?”
“Yeah. Most of them live in the US. We could stay with one of them. I’ll say I’ve decided to come visit, and you can be my brother or something.”
Anti blinked. “What city? We need a city.”
“Umm…” Jack looked up at the ceiling while he thought. “How about Los Angeles? Big city, lots of YouTube people live there.”
“Okay. Done,” Anti said.
“Done?”
“I just bought you a plane ticket.”
“Uh…with what money?” Jack’s voice turned stern. “I think we’ve had this talk before and I don’t want to have it again.”
“Relax. I took the money from their accounts, transferred it to a different one, then bought the ticket using that account so they won’t be able to track it.” Anti rolled his eye. “Honestly, I’m not an amateur. It leaves tomorrow.”
“What leaves tomorrow?” Stacy reentered the living room, the two kids clinging to her legs. They looked mostly healthy. Albeit the daughter had chocolate smeared over her face, but they weren’t too worse for wear.
Jack sighed. “Stacy…I can’t…Anti and Sam and I can’t…they’re going to come after us. We need to get somewhere safe, somewhere out of this city. We bought a plane ticket for a flight that leaves tomorrow.”
“You’re leaving?” Stacy repeated. She looked down at the tiny giggling people running around her. “Does that mean…that we have to—”
“You guys should be fine,” Anti hurried to say. “At least for a little bit. Brody was the only one really interested in you, and I…convinced him to drop it for some time.”
Stacy raised her eyebrow at the word ‘convinced,’ but dropped the subject. “I…I don’t think a move would be good for the kids right now,” she said slowly. “If you don’t mind, could you…could you possibly let me know…?”
“When the situation gets dangerous again?” Anti finished. “Sure.” He then noticed Jack giving him a surprised look. “What?”
“Well, that wasn’t like you,” Jack said.
“People change, Jack. Even I change.”
“Just a tiny bit,” Jack laughed.
“Well, thank you,” Stacy said. “Um…you said the flight leaves tomorrow? Would you…like to stay here for the night? We have some extra blankets and pillows, and we could make the sofa into a bed with those.”
“That would be…nice,” Jack said slowly. Then he smiled. “Yeah, that would be really nice. Thanks, Stacy.”
“It’s no trouble,” she assured him. “Now if you excuse me, I need to put these two to bed.”
“Aw, but Moooom!” her son whined. “It’s not bedtime yet!”
“But you two look absolutely exhausted,” Stacy said in a gentler yet firm voice. “And you told me you’ve been staying up late, so I think it makes up for it. Besides, you have school tomorrow. So come on! To the bathroom! Neither of you have brushed you teeth, so you have to do that tonight.”
Only a few hours later, and the house had fallen silent. The kids were asleep in their shared room, Stacy was asleep in hers, Jack was sleeping on the sofa, and even Sam was resting, curled up next to Jack’s head on his pillow. The only one not resting was the only one who didn’t need it.
Anti was sitting on the arm of the couch, right by Jack’s feet. He wasn’t moving at all, a rarity for him, but he wanted to be fully present and solid for at least the first night back. Even if he was starting to feel the strain of holding a physical form.
He was looking at nothing. Or rather, he was looking in the direction of where something was. Imagining he could see across the city to that house. The cut on his neck was vibrating, ready to be glitched back into place. But he couldn’t heal it yet. He’d gotten Jack back, but they were still out there. Sowing the chaos and fear through the city. One of them was taken out, but he’d always thought of Chase as the least harmful one. The four left were a bit more…dangerous.
They had to pay. Some way or another, they all had to pay for what they’ve done. Not just to Jack, but to countless others as well.
And so Anti watched. And planned. And waited for the perfect moment.