tallulah and her family grew up in a bizarre city found deep with a ravine, sheltered away from the horrors that lurk in the caves outside the city walls. she was raised to be a priestess, along with one of her three siblings, since early childhood. but after her fellow initiate sibling was accepted as a vessel for the goddess All, and violently transformed and taken away from her, she threw it all away and ran away. while she thinks she has escaped becoming a vessel for All, unbeknownst to her, she is already the vessel for something else: the god Nothing. she is also haunted by the spirit of her ancient predecessor, a man named Solstice, who is the reason why the city and the cult of All exist in the first place.
a combination of the horrors she went through as a child while training to become a priestess, family generational trauma, and a history of inherited psychosis and mental illness in her family, has rendered her detached and quiet, with a difficult time understanding and feeling emotions. her only real interest in life is studying the bizarre horrors and entities that live outside the city. while her two remaining siblings want to reconcile with her, she only tolerates them because of their practical use to her.
-species: something humanoid
-mixed
-26
-aro, possibly acespec as well
-has schizophrenia (with symptoms of autism, adhd, szpd, and aspd, as well as alexithymia, anhedonia, and executive dysfunction)
-5'4
-intp 5w6
-likes: science, reading, knowledge
-dislikes: social interaction, people in general actually, the limitations of the human body and having basic physical needs, religion, being told what to do
