man i wish i had a salted caramel and dark chocolate treat of some kind

dating is weird. talk on the phone for two hours and trying to be conscious that i am steamrolling a conversation about NIN into a conversation about Boards of Canada but also dissociatibg watching myself do it and helpless to stop. and then i end and she responds wow you're so opinionated, i love it and the me that is also dissociating is like ???

you've done so much with your life, how do you have all these fun stories? maam i am unmedicated