thank you all, for the love you've given this. finding inspiration anymore is a wracked and fruitless process, thus my near complete cessation of new works over the past couple of months. i have done my best to grant forgiveness for not being in a place where i could express myself, but it has been difficult to feel as though my situation will improve if i can not communicate in a way that could reach anyone

here, i pushed into a more experimental territory as i tried to work around the creative blockages to find some way to speak my heart to the world again with a piece of maximalist minimalism to illustrate the strange and isolated place i'm in. i am grateful that people have shown that they are still eager to hear from me when i finally am able to remember how to do that. it really does mean a lot to see everyone appreciating my work, even after i've fallen so silent 💗

i'd like to get back into blogging. "write now, edit later" is an effective approach for me, so here ya go.

i'm putting this on a side account to indicate that i don't expect or encourage anyone to read it. i'm possibly reblogging it to my main account to indicate that if someone does want to, well, here this is.