1. Buy a house
2. Pay out of the nose on closing costs
3. Deduct closing costs from next year's taxes
4. 💰💰💰

pro-tip: don't buy ubisoft games. ever

Not knowing where your next meal is gonna be or if you can even afford all of the food you put in your cart is scary and exhausting, I miss being a kid and not having to worry about that stuff because school and my parents provided me food. That’s saying a lot because my childhood fuckin sucked, like yeah I had a lot of opportunities that many didn’t have since my parents had good jobs when I was growing up + I’m white BUT my dad was more abusive to me during my childhood & school was traumatizing as a neurodivergent, disabled & undiagnosed autistic child. Despite those struggles & privileges I’d go back in a heartbeat. I don’t miss school though. At all. Anyway. I can’t get food stamps because I live with my parents which means I’m not living on my own & paying rent. My parents seem to barely eat. It’s bizarre. Meanwhile my girlfriend and I are always hungry it feels like. My low blood sugar problems don’t help. If my blood sugar dropped low enough I could die. That’s certainly scary and it feels awful when my sugar gets low so I should eat every few hours or so. A part time job meant I had money but I was feeding myself and my girlfriend so by the end of the week or so I’d used up all my paycheck on gas and food. A full time job made me want to die. Not having time for myself & being too exhausted during my days off to want to do things sucked. I know it’s normal unfortunately to hate your job or whatever but is feeling like you want to unalive yourself normal? I can’t do what I really want to do which is take art commissions because I don’t have a big following and people don’t want to pay for my art. I can’t stream gaming or drawing because again, I don’t have a big following to be able to live off of that. Same with being a YouTuber.