I wrote on my site here about how one of my biggest sources of self-sabotage is never paying mind to my past, or even recent achievements once they're behind me. This was how I illustrated the point, both for my own sake as well as the readers'.

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Sometime in mid-December (2021) I found myself in what I could only describe as the "perfectly inspired mental state," feeling like my whole brain was buzzing with energy and all sorts of ephemeral feelings that I could barely grasp.

All I was missing was one coherent concept - that's where the struggle began - but the real kicker came while looking for references. I was just trying to experiment with what little slivers of inspiration I could pin down for long enough to use, like some weird money booth made for ideas.

I found out something rather unfortunate about the subject I'd picked to work on, and that was that. I was upset and thrown completely off, but luckily, still not quite enough to stop me from making this bit of vent art.

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