re-reading [http://www.rice-boy.com/rb/index.php](rice boy) for the first time in a decade and i encourage you all to read it

i think i am going to learn to talk like rice boy and gerund, maybe. i miss that way of speaking - from 2005, flat and subtle. it is a good way to speak.

when in a relationship is a good time to say "fist me to the elbow so i can digest your smart watch"?

all my life I've had to say "I love you" to abusive assholes and relatives I don't give a fuck about. nowadays it's emotionally painful having to say "I love you" to people who are not only abusive assholes to me, but disgusting fascists whom the world would be better off without

but now that I have a girlfriend, and I love it more than I've loved anyone else before. I love it so much, and it just feels so good when I tell it that I love it