all my life I've had to say "I love you" to abusive assholes and relatives I don't give a fuck about. nowadays it's emotionally painful having to say "I love you" to people who are not only abusive assholes to me, but disgusting fascists whom the world would be better off without
but now that I have a girlfriend, and I love it more than I've loved anyone else before. I love it so much, and it just feels so good when I tell it that I love it