I can't believe I can just look up in the sky at night and see Mars, the actual planet, with my own gay eyes. We really are floating in space.

so I noticed a thing recently, where sometimes when i scramble up words for anagrams, i end up in a situation where one of the words ends up completely backward, loosely speaking

as an example:

tag muffles anagrams to fat gum self

if you consider only those letters that come from the word muffles, you'll see:

f um self

stripping white space yields fumself, and then if we left-shift three characters with wraparound, selffum, which is muffles backwards

i'm calling this a rotational inverse because i feel like it

interestingly in this one you also get a rotational inverse for tag

i don't have any proofs or theories about them i just wanted to share something about how my brain recognizes patterns in the world

so, this is a two part emotion I'm sharing. on December 23rd, my cat Pico left us. He was 15 and had been dealing with diabetes caused by an acromegaly, a little tumor on his brain that caused his blood sugar and other things to do weird stuff.

(I've tried to hide the harder stuff under a read more, I'm just going to do this stream of thought and include the parts that kitten is adding and what she's doing as I sit with her in our spare room.)

Does anyone else feel like it’s a high entropy day?