I find it just as unbearable to have no thoughts in my head as i do when im having panic attacks...
It feels as though i am alone with nothing in me, like my very essence is a void and ive nothing to consider.
I find it just as unbearable to have no thoughts in my head as i do when im having panic attacks...
It feels as though i am alone with nothing in me, like my very essence is a void and ive nothing to consider.
any tips to help reduce social media/internet usage when your brain is addicted to circumventing any and all roadblocks you put in front of yourself and choosing to ignore limits you set out of spite are appreciated. 10 hours of screentime on my phone today and i hated 90% of it 😀👍
we at Roland formally apologize for not printing our fucking sickass Groovebox logo on our modern grooveboxes anymore; we really fucked it; I mean SURE the MC-101 is great value or whatever, I'm just so fucking fucked up about this, why would we get rid of the logo? we invented that whole fucking market in the first place man why would we abandon the logo, god sometimes it's fucked working at Roland, y'know?
I'm taking a walk around the local park; it's showering right now- I've got an umbrella, I'm fine. It's let up a little bit, but a minute ago I saw just the most beautiful effect. The rainclouds blocked out most of the moonshine, creating just the darkest shadows. And with the rain letting down so heavily it created just this incredible mist effect. And then, this park, it has these... Very orange street lights around the, uh, the sidewalk, going around the central grassy area. And in the dark, with every surface so covered in water, and with the shadows so deep in all the places the light didn't directly touch, it created these beautiful, just... Glowing orange highlights everywhere. The lights themselves... Blooming through the rain. It was absolutely fantastic, and it lasted for about five minutes, and... I don't know if I'll ever see a sight like that again.
Sometimes you come across a moment, when you're really paying attention to what things look like, that's just beautiful. Sometimes that moment is once in a lifetime and sometimes it just, sometimes it's regular, like looking out at the city lights from atop a large hill, right as the sun goes down and the sunset starts to fade. And sometimes it's, uh... Sometimes it's streetlights on a dark night, as it's raining.