it's been ~two and a half weeks since i submitted my application to my dream college. they do rolling admissions so it's starting to get to the point where my email notification sound makes my heart-rate jump. funnily enough i changed the default thunderbird email sound to be the "You've got mail!" AOL sound.

i think i'll get in but i've been hearing more about how last year they broke application records and they're expecting to break them again this year and i'm just terrified.

i've kinda put all my eggs in this basket, if i don't get in i will really be Adrift™.

i had a dream last night that had an image that is really striking to me. just evokes incredible emotion and im not sure why. i feel like i need to draw it, make it real in some way.

this is probably the set up for a junji ito manga and im going to go mad trying to recreate this fleeting image.

i am streaming at 2 this is a threat welcome invitation to hang out, 2:00 pacific‼️