I think my meds have made me too keyed up and alert to be horny, which is weird and interesting but does kind of confirm past speculation about the role of stress and anxiety in inhibiting sexual arousal for me (others may have entirely opposite responses) but I'm also still adjusting.
Nevertheless, it seems like that my current dose is a little too much and half or 3/4 of this would be preferable.
Introspecting some twitch habits of mine today.
The trend of basically naked just chatting streams is not for me. I have porn sites for horny times.
But like, gaming streams from an attractive streamer? I'll take those.
Funny that.
So, I was going to do this yesterday, January 1st, however I seem to have passed out entirely over the duration of that day. Whoops! Though I suppose it's fitting...
Anyhow: I figured I'd try to make this a tradition of sorts. Look back at what I've achieved (or at least, remember achieving), and the steps I've taken to improving myself. As a... well, someone who is currently a bit of a shut-in, things have felt stagnant for a very long time. But that's far from the truth! A lot - I mean, a lot - has happened over the course of the last few months. And while some of it has been quite disruptive, a lot of it has been necessary on my self-restoring journey.
So, let's... try our best to summarize what my addled mind can recollect:
Hi there! My name's Sixteen. I like to spend time thinking about things and writing down my thoughts. This account is dedicated to tracking and reflecting on my journey of self-expression. I already do some journalling elsewhere on the internet, and maybe I'll do some cross-posting of relevant past writings, but I like the idea of sharing my thoughts in a space that is both more accessible and less directly linked to my personal identity.
My writing will primarily be for myself, but perhaps my words might resonate with you. Expect introspection, navel-gazing, yearly themes, queerness, kink, and the Oxford comma.
I may also post lewds.
Anyway, that's enough from me. If you happened to stumble upon this and get this far, I hope you have a lovely day ^_^
