my new friend group of work girlies said they gave me the nod because, and i quote, "she seems like a little bit of a bitch," and that really warmed my cold tranny heart to hear :')
#sapphire finds social acceptance#it's not enough to keep me from fighting tooth and nail to leave here#but it does make my remaining time that much more bearable#and give me hope for making friends when i get to where im going#this is also really timely in that I've been fretting a lot about my future plans hinging on me making a favorable impression with people irl#and was worried that whatever it is that makes my personality attractive to people online doesn't translate in to my offline presence#(obviously im a lot more forthcoming and outspoken on here than makes sense for offline)#but i think it really helped give me perspective on how that may not really be the case#ok, that's it for the tags#surprised this didnt happen sooner honestly#its the first time ive had one of these little postscripts spin off into its own train of thought like this#at least on this account#im honestly just kind of glad that it feels like I'm finally realizing how gap is bridged between my offline and online personae#this feels like the gif of macho man randy savage and hulk hogan shaking hands really hard#that moment stands out to me as one of the crowning pinnacles of television as a medium#good wrestling in general really#it shouldn't come as a surprise to anyone that i love the larger than life personalities and the spectacle of it all#undoubtedly abform of entertainment with a unique relationship to its own artifice#and also just stupid fun in general#i love you macho man randy savage#and you too hulk hogan#you really were two of the greatest to ever do it#that makes two whole canadians i love#if you're reading this lillie hi