It isn't that I don't have inspiration to draw, it's that I have a tiny port that can accept one idea at a time and there's seventeen different ships ramming into one another at high speed all at the same time so I stare at a blank page and start to combust.

Favorite thing about being plural and in relationships with ppl who are plural is the sheer volume of ways to express affection, the little niches each piece of us can connect to a piece of them. It's beautiful, a tapestry or quilt that makes a pattern of different kinds of beautiful love, all to be savored in their own unique ways. <3

Can get it too with ppl who aren't plural because of different ways to connect, but there's something unique about weaving the various fabrics together.

its fucked up that I cant just be a small little cat and go up to my wife and curl up on her lap and zzzzzzz