(answering as both Lucent and the good doctor because I think it would be fun)
what is a core memory from your childhood that you think defines you today?
Lucent:
"You know, I was seriously ill once, when I was a kit. But they brought the village mender to see me. And she held out her hand, and... the warmth of her magic chased away the sickness, just like that.
This is the kind of thing every somanoutics hopeful writes on their applications, I know. Though an applicant would tell you that this taught them the meaning of compassion. For me... well, it was just fascinating! I could feel the cold and the pain and the weakness being chased away, and I could feel my body knitting itself back together as I laid there. And she was happy to teach me! I was going to become her apprentice... and then puberty happened.
Despite everything, I'm grateful that the Studium gave me the chance to pick up where she left off.
The doctor:
"Oh, childhood... that strange country to which none return. Much like the Surface, for those of us who partake too deeply of the Neath's generosity. Haha. An innocent time! A sunlit time. Shattered by the truths seen only in the dark.
No. I have been foremost changed, shaped by what I have encountered here, as a true denizen of the Neath. Germany is a world away... childhood is a lifetime ago. All has led to what lies ahead..."
if there's something from your past that you'd give anything to go back in time and redo, what is it?
Lucent:
"...Only one thing comes to mind, and I don't know if it would have made a difference. Hatia, my mentor - she died of an incurable disease. If we'd known sooner, maybe we could have bought her more time. But maybe that's all we could have done. And I'm not sure if it would have made any difference to her husband, in the end. I... don't know if anything we could have done would have made any difference to him, in the end.
...This is why I don't like these questions. We did our best with what we knew. All we can do is to continue doing that. The river of knowledge flows only onwards."
The doctor:
"Regrets? Ha. Haha... Who among us does not have them? In the Neath, of all places! Regrets swim as thickly as secrets!
What would I give? What would I give? Oh, but why would I give up something precious for the sake of the past? When the future is ripe with opportunities to right the wrongs both old and new? We can only move forward, my friend, and that is exactly what I plan to do. The heavens willing, or not. Hahaha!"