#another one of those days...#blagh. i hate bein in a crummy headspace. i guess im still a bit shaken up from the last few weeks#especially with yesterday...#i really ought to slow my roll but i really do want to save up money just to kinda. get myself out of the slightly messy hole i dug for myself#as well as save for my trip to tennocon next month cause im meeting friends#so im putting up with insane amounts of transphobia to get paid#which. sure is something rofl