I am rapidly approaching something like 10/35, and it's gonna keep going down the way things have been going. I'm trying my best!! I'm practicing! I'm watching what other people do that's effective and emulating it! I'm watching the stupid videos on competitive play even though I don't like those game modes, because that's where the PrOfESsIoNaLs play! I am FIGHTING!!

It's not taking, lol!!! I'm not getting better?! I'm getting worse!! Its so frustrating!!

I'm pushing myself and instead of getting like, 2/8 k/d like when I started I'm up to 5/4 or even like 8/4, better, but it's meaningless if we still lost!!