wow the online landscape for just trying to find some kind of visual meditation videos for falling asleep to is so grim and predatory it is ironically making me VERY agitated. what im looking for should be so simple and abundant but Im finding it impossible to find anything that isnt trying to trick me into paying a lot of money or making an account before i can even see the videos/try the app. its literally just windows media visualizer yall, please, there should be a million of these. recommendations welcome, or if you know if anyone has cracked Mesmirize or uploaded their videos somewhere so you can use it without paying please lmk.

*youtube videos are not an option bc ads and bc i want to choose what im listening to seperate from the visuals. also youtube vanced is apparently barely working anymore? every video i select says its not available and redirects me to youtube's page on the app store. i checked and its fully up to date, i think either youtube outfoxed them or the project is dead.