"Gostyngiad 'siomedig' yn nifer y siaradwyr Cymraeg"

'Disappointing' decrease in the number of Welsh speakers

transphobes will never happy with what you as a trans person do, to the point where they tie themselves in knots with contradictions.

i spent a lot of my life being told "you're an ugly masculine girl, you're not feminine enough, no one sees you as a real girl"

and then i said "ok well i'm a boy" and people said "you're not masculine enough, you're too feminine to be a boy, no one will ever see you as a real man when you grow up"

and then i was like "well i guess i'm non-binary then" and people said "you don't look androgynous enough. non-binary genders aren't real, just pick female or male. no adult is non-binary, you'll pick male or female soon enough. you are actually a woman/man, you're just gender non-conforming or expressive about it."

and then i decided that i am actually gender non-conforming and that i've had enough of gender, and i get told i can't do that and i get labelled as a man/woman/non-binary against my will. but if i went back to calling myself a woman/man/non-binary then i would just be told i'm not feminine/masculine/androgynous/whatever enough again.

also i just found 2 white hairs on my head today so yeah i'm really collecting all the natural hair colours lmao

a strange effect of hrt (i assume?) is that there are now black hairs on my stomach. my hair on my head is gingery/brownish and used to be blond when i was a small child. where did the black come from.

no idea if it is bc of the hrt, but i never used to have black body hairs.

also my nose hairs seem to grow longer or thicker or something now, which feels awful and is causing me sensory issues 😭 i don't want to have to trim my nose hairs bc it's hard and annoying, but if i don't do it every so often then i end up scratching at my nostrils until they bleed so um. don't like this lol.