even on a self-proclaimed leftist website people do not care about your disabilities and trauma if it effects them even in the slightest smallest way. they will not tag their typing quirks, they will not tag their fast moving/flashing gifs, they will not tag their incest jokes, they will not tag their kink art depicting assault. even when asked. multiple times.

even in leftist spaces, people find it hard to care about disabled and traumatised people.

society if cumbric still existed. or if we at least had extant texts of it enough to learn it.

i just want another celtic language to learn, man 😔 some of the writings of taliesin and aneirin were presumably originally in cumbric, but we just don't have the original manuscripts today and no way to learn or even reconstruct the language at all 😔

i'm joining the brass band in a couple of days so i hope all my hard studying i've been doing recently will pay off (can now tell the difference between a trumpet, cornet, and flugelhorn, something that i, a humble woodwind player, never thought would be possible)

since the closure announcement i've constantly found myself thinking "maybe i should go back to tumblr?" followed immediately by "god, no, don't even think that, i can't bewr to go back there". i've left and come back to tumblr many times over the years. i need to leave for good and stop going back just bc it's the one social media site i know how to use. even though it's become like that boiled frog metaphor.