i think i feel happy about my future (at least the short term future) for the first time in a long time. i've been feeling mostly good or neutral for the last week and it's really nice. idk if the antidepressants are finally working after 1 and a half years or what but i've been feeling good recently, despite the stresses and bad stuff in my life.

clothes should automatically clean themselves when they get dirty

i've decided that this summer will be the best summer of my life. i'm going to continue playing the bassoon with the wind band, teach myself the oboe, volunteer at the library, and spend so much time learning/maintaining my languages and creating art and writing music

ba mhaith liom a bheith i mo chodhladh faoí láthair.