incredibly insulting when a neurotypical person tells you "you just keep forgetting that no-one's brains work the same, you have to remember that our brains work differently" like do you think i'm not incredibly, painfully aware of that?? i have several diagnoses showing my brain works differently, and i'm punished every single day for having a brain that works differently by our ableist society. i am so painfully and upsettingly aware that my brain is different. i don't need you abled-splaining this to me.

look at my cute new cd player aaaahh !!!!

i'm going to be going on holiday¹ next week for the first time since like.... before the pandemic. cool and scary.

1. less than an hour's drive from where i live lol

i think i'd be a lot happier if i stopped talking to cis people about trans stuff and stopped talking to (physically) abled people about (physical) disabilities. i always just seem to end up educating them or getting told i'm overreacting when i point out a microagression. and it's tiring, i don't want to be doing this my whole life. i barely have energy for myself, let alone to also educate people and then be expected to comfort them bc they said/did something transphobic/ableist.