deleted tumblr. for good this time i think. i don't feel regret/shame like i did after the other times i spontaneously deleted my blog while having some sort of episode.
can't belive i left tumblr beffore twitter/instagram/facebook.... to be fair, i barely go on twitter and i only use it to follow celtic studies academics lol. and facebook/instagram are pretty much only to keep in touch with irl people and instagram mutuals i've had for years. and also i use facebook for celtic stuff too.
deleted tumblr. for good this time i think. i don't feel regret/shame like i did after the other times i spontaneously deleted my blog while having some sort of episode.
sitting used to be enough for me to rest but these days my body frequently gets too tired to be able to support myself sitting up, so i'm spending more time lying down. and god the feeling of relief when i lie down and don't have to hold myself upright anymore is blissful. sometimes i forget that i'm simply allowed to lie down when everything feels too heavy.
but tbh lying down isn't enough anymore, i need to exist in zero gravity.
attempting eleventy again later once i've done my appointment. or maybe something else if i still can't wrap my head around it. i've got a few different guides so i'm hoping at least one of them will explain it in a way i understand, but also i am extremely fatigued.
