attempting eleventy again later once i've done my appointment. or maybe something else if i still can't wrap my head around it. i've got a few different guides so i'm hoping at least one of them will explain it in a way i understand, but also i am extremely fatigued.

i find it hard to interact with abled people, english people, and cis people, despite their best intentions. but it's never something i've been able to explain to them in a way they understand bc they always take it so personally.

it feels unfair when they clearly want to be a good ally but then they act like i'm horrible to them for pointing out some microagression or whatever, but maybe it's my fault for trying to talk to them/treat them the same way i would with a disabled/cis/person from a minoritised culture.

i find it hard to interact with abled people, english people, and cis people, despite their best intentions. but it's never something i've been able to explain to them in a way they understand bc they always take it so personally.

feel so weak i can't sit up, i'm sick of this