wtf this story works so well in my head, why is it so hard to write? /hj

bleck i think i finally burned out after all my hard work over the last couple months. like it's quite convenient that i managed to wait until after i was done being so busy, except i do still have so many things i really do need to get done. but i can't hold tasks in my brain today? several times i saw a message, thought "i need to check that / reply", but didn't and immediately forgot about it and only one person followed up again later so i truly have no idea what the others were. and i spilled a drink and just kinda sat and stared at it. stuff like that