whewww the depression is spiking real hard today, this sucks. i wish to shลnenly duel the manifestation of my insecurities

[Robot/doll/moth/slime/NHP]-girl. DGN-001. I like writing!
See post-cohost writing at https://reliarobot.dreamwidth.org/, on tumblr at https://www.tumblr.com/relia-robot-writes, or collected long-form pieces at https://reliarobot.itch.io/
whewww the depression is spiking real hard today, this sucks. i wish to shลnenly duel the manifestation of my insecurities
(I'm grappling with the ego I need to put art into the world, and all the ways in which I am failing myself, my work, and others - most of this is invented, and I know it's invented, but damn if depression isn't good at turning a wisp of self-doubt into pure gravity)
(update: feeling a little better - did you know opening up with your friends and loved ones is good for your heart?)