need to trick my brain to stop caring about numbers.
like, why am i sad that a share of my post that i spent 30 seconds from coming up with to posting got 36 shares (and even more likes), while my smartwatch opinions post, that i’ve actually put effort in, got 1 like.
i’m not supposed to be mad, not at all, but what the fuck is this number envy. cohost is literally the only social platform where i’m getting more than 1 engagement a week, and i’m somehow being sad that other people get more than me. why. i’m not supposed to be doing that.
