- Bootcamp is pretty tough, Linux commands are coming at me fast. I don't learn it quite as fast as I expected but the commands I'm learning are ones that I've run into before. It's good to learn them more in depth.
-Work is still aggrivating. I got written up twice in one coaching. 15 years with this damn job and my performance and attendance are still "an issue" in their eyes. Yes my fault, I see this. However if you are going to recommend me to "come work in the office" as an option, that clearly shows you aren't trying hard enough to help me succeed now is it? This company really wants to make use of the acres and acres that they have sustained for years in our city. Maybe move on from that. Hell my relative's company just closed their physical office for good.
-Personally these past couple of weeks haven't been too hot. Not trying to be gross but I've forgotten to take a shower, eat a proper meal, or focus on anything other than work and school. I'm pretty sure I'm depressed but not in the full on depressed mode. I need to do my homework with a bit more focus.
-Down time has been consisting of watching shows and playing some games. I did watch all of Sanctuary on Netflix. That was an interesting Sumo show. I bought System Shock and SF6. I've been playing more System Shock. I hope to play more SF6. I haven't been reading anything aside from usual SJ chapters every week of manga I follow.
-Creatively, I still want to work on artwork and music. I have a long term plan for something at the beginning of the year. I don't want to talk about it much because I don't want my idea to be stolen.
I hope I can get out of this funk soon. I'm awake at 2:30 in the morning on a Sunday typing this out after sleeping most of Saturday evening away. I need a hard reset.