i cannot remember the last time i have felt free to relax and have a good conversation with my boyfriend and be soothed by his insight. weve both been lifestyle cosplaying castaway transporter duplicate riker, stuck in crisis mode for months with too much on the line to do anything but solve problems. we set wedges where we needed to hold back the avalanche so we could rest, but here we have just been sleeping all day and it is fucking glorious. get up, eat, do one thing, eat, nap, eat + socialize with our host, sleep.
we have both needed so much rest and i still cant believe we are getting it. it has been two weeks. i cant remember two weeks ago, all the time.
