why is it my job to convince people who say they want to help to actually help
"you have to come into the office to get help with that"
"i would like to do that but i had an hours long panic attack simply thinking about it"
"tough. also we cant actually help you with that, you have to do it"
well then what the fuck are you even good for? i dont need direction and i dont need to be babysat, i need help
the problem isnt that i dont know how to beg the government to continue living, the problem is i am now too disabled to keep begging the government to continue living because it makes me want to actually die
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