genuinely: how do you cope with impossible forms. fantasy is not enough i need to be literally and not just conceptually formless

peach eating vagus nerve cultist of the house of tool ape
genuinely: how do you cope with impossible forms. fantasy is not enough i need to be literally and not just conceptually formless
Mostly just hoping such things will be possible in the future. That and thinking that maybe if I will it hard enough, I can make it true
right now we're mostly getting by with copious amounts of internal yelling from that yearning, probably not the most sustainable method