peach eating vagus nerve cultist of the house of tool ape


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ok so anyone else feel like their entire sense of self rests on a spiderweb above a volcano. a curse of the knowledge of the involuntary. the raw truth that the primacy of volition is not so absolute. you also know that statistically, this is a step down a path of worsening symptoms. maybe youve been this way before. maybe, like me, youre even more afraid of knowing how easy it can be to ruin your own life. the delicacy of the spiderweb makes it hard to trust a solution because at least the spiderweb is known to work, for certain values of work. the volcano is always there, always waiting, forever a present alternative to whatever you planned for yourself when that falls through. be still, be quiet, be safe. if something happens and you dont fall to the bottom, someone might come down and get you. still, quiet, safe. a short way to the rest of your life.


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