When you have about four hours of free time at the end of the day, you spend an hour trying to figure out what to do with it, an hour or two trying things and not being able to get into them, an hour getting hyperfocused on a sudden new favorite hobby, and then panic as you realize you planned to do an hour of chores and errands in the middle of it all.
The next day, when you resume the new favorite hobby, you realize you don't actually like it at all, and wonder why you wasted that hour on it.
