• she/her

Photography enthusiast, cheese gremlin, and verified blahaj cuddler.


Do you ever have that feeling of like, knowing that ur friend groups are drifting apart and feeling a bit lost because that's ur tether to normalcy?

I dont have a big online circle to the point that on slow days when everyone is busy with life - its like im alone. I'm never lonely because i've been alone a lot in the past, but its such a wierd feeling. feels almost liminal.

So i've been trying to branch out a bit more and be a bit less reclusive and open to new connections (including joining cohost) but i've come to realise that i am VERY uncultured. People be out here reading books, passionate about music and have favourite bands and genres, watching tv shows once or twice instead of bingewatching ur safe dozen shows on rotation endlessly, playing games, hopping into voicechat on a whim

It's quite a sad feeling when you realise how well suited ur old circles were and how tragic it is that they're moving on. I'm not glum about the future or anything but i'm really not looking forward to things changing as they always do.

sorry for the potentially downer post even tho im sure a few of u can relate


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