Avid dreamer + artist + magic user. Trying my best to discover myself along the way to refine what I see as a reality.

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Group 1 - Eraser

Playing songs repeatedly on a music player, staring through a window of a room or transit. Rapidly the darkness of night takes over and birds are starting to rest for the evening. A stuck notion of trying to stay where there is still a familiar comfort, a truly nostalgic thought or two. There is a solid feeling of being alone in the moment even if there are others in the residence or on the same ride towards home. Repeatedly, repeatedly, where does the song go to next?

  • Queen of Cups + Six of Swords + 4 of Clubs + Judgement ® + Past

It’s time to take the knowledge you have acquired from these past experiences and move. It’s easy to think that the past always paves a future for us to use and that’s true. However, it’s also easy to use it as a crutch to not experience anything new or excited just around the corner. You have to make that call to go on, which is the inner call to stop hiding from what you know you want. And of course this makes it difficult to push those emotions aside to logically go on. You don’t have to push them away or to regret a part of you. This is the call to move on and transform what you knew into a better version of what you want. Whether that is how you approach love, careers, family, relationships, goals, however it is applied, you know that you cannot do the same thing anymore if you want results. Instinctively on some level you know this and you are only clinging because you are scared or fearful. What you want is only there if you decide to really take it. Otherwise you’ll stay there until you have no other choice anymore.

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Group 2 - Labradorite

Shaping a piece of metal into a sword, the constantly banging of already made tools into creating another tool. Clanging and banging, it echoes in the distance a few miles away since there’s no other noise. Sparks and wonders seem to appear and fade away in such a short amount of time that there’s nothing to grasp. Yet, as the shape of the metal becomes more defined, so does the ability to grasp and hold this sword in hand. Ready for the next part, do not wander too far and lose this valuable piece forged from countless hours and time placed for this point.

  • Dragon Eye + Three of Swords ® + 7 of Clubs + Ten of Wands ® + Direction

It’s essential at this point to really see where you want to go long-term wise. Even if where you are at is not ideal, how else to you get from one point to another without that foundation? There are cases which that happens super quickly, but there’s still a transition between one and the other. You are holding yourself at too high of a standard and you need to calm down quite a bit. Take things one step at a time really is a key phrase you need to utilize. Work hard on one point and then the next, no matter if you are overly working yourself or taking lots of breaks in between. Work at the pace which is best for your desires and don’t give up simply because you only see the boring process as dull. You’ll thank yourself later once you can really see the end product in sight and not have to be constantly shaping those dreams and ideas of yours. This is achievable and not a fictional reality where there is a false hope. You know what direction to generally head towards and see how the mistakes and faults make the piece more precious than the perfection of this high standard from early on.

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Group 3 - First Aid Tape

Time of the clock going, going, going. Making the second hand move on and on with the smallest noise. A constant reminder that inevitably something will move no matter what happens in between. Life goes on and on. Walking over to an amusement park where there is a festival happening. The sounds of children laughing, quirky noises from familiar machines to entice games or prizes to others. The smell of food which becomes special in the moment and place, as anywhere else it may not even be considered. Walking amidst this crowd of folks and how their stories have their own pattern and purpose, it’s a small wonder of what happens and how that applies to one’s self in the moment alongside these others.

  • King of Coins ® + King of Pentacles ® + 4 of Spades + Ten of Swords/Seven of Pentacles ® + Action

This is the point where you are either transitioning or already starting what you need to. Atop a pinnacle of what you have learned and essentially you are no longer in a stagnating point of waiting and waiting. You are done waiting and you are taking the course to move into something more willing of your time and efforts. It might be a little bittersweet, it might be a little unsettling and causes a massive change at once to then settle into a new routine. In whatever case you are going to, observe what you need to and enjoy the process. You got this far because you took the time to figure you out. Because nothing and absolutely nothing is more valuable than yourself, since that is the point of what you are discovering. You can be yourself in many different lights with people or by yourself and how those interact is astonishing to see. You have the power to create your actions and how those actions indirectly affect others to then make their own decisions. Move yourself to where you want to be, there’s still a lot to discover and you are ready to see how much you want to be a part of it.

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Group 4 - Ring

A chill on the shoulders as a breezes floats past. Taking a stroll with another individual beside and following the guided city lights which mark the path. Throughout the park, towards restaurants and hotels. Seeing the dark outline of trees being lit up from the bottom and seemingly disappearing into the night sky above. What is showcased is not always shown by the light where one walks, only should one look up will there be answers which have been there all along. A realization striking the mind and emotions become much more evident for what is needed. There’s no changing how the lights look now, as they appear much more sinister than ever before. People’s faces around are now blank and fake.

  • Ace of Wands + The Tower + 8 of Hearts + The Moon ® + Promise

It is time for you to get shaking with change! What is not meant for you is going to truly and utterly come in and turned upside down. There is a potential which you are not acting on because all you are focused on is the internal habits you are not willing to break easily. You are too wishy-washy on actually doing something and because of this, you are going to be removed from it. You know this is not mutually beneficial for your future plans, and yet you are sitting in it because you are too much of a coward to break a promise you aren’t obligated to keep. You are responsible for you and you alone, and if there are other people who are taking advantage of you, then you know exactly why they are going to leave. You are going to discover an unshakable truth that you are never going to see what you are holding onto the same. This is because there are other goals or promises that you are putting off and not growing anymore. Where did this passion go and the enjoyment of how this was before. It was not there truly, but it was a way to stay within what you knew. This is the truth of the matter and those things which you thought were the best, is going be to replaced with something even more amazing than before.

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Group 5 - Pennies

Being held by the head into another’s chest, though there actually isn’t another individual around. It’s a sensation which has become more prominent and has heightened what has been hidden information before. Laying in bed feeling those intuitions, hints, clues, what it is that is needed now. Trying to reach out to something that isn’t there will not do much, as there is a limiting ceiling. Grab a hold of those dreams with the same hand in a dream and go beyond the sky. Find that inner power or drive to start to leave the room of stability. Use these inner voices to find that new tool or pen to start to write your dreams into a new script.

  • 3 of Coins/The Chariot + Two of Swords ® + Queen of Clubs + Eight of Wands + Provide

Build up on that support which others can provide you and make a decision! You have the drive and you have the skills to be able to pull yourself through the motions. You have an air of elegance to the way you decide to do things and when you are motivated, you are massively able to make things which were not moving suddenly go! You are able to not only give others the motivation to do what they need to do, but you are able to do so in a manner where you are not bragging or vain. You are simply acting in the best ways you are able to and what’s holding you back is simply stubbornness! You need to stop being so stuck in your head of little nit picking details and just make your decision. You are usually able to do this yet you are hesitating for much longer than is needed. How else are you going to reach your truth and honor the support of others if you don’t accept what they have? You give so much and that’s alright, but you need to accept what others want to give you so you can do so much more. Especially in a better balanced format. You know what has been too much and you have been resting. Simply take it slow and let others help you so you can get the ball moving again. It’s easy to get lost in the count of everything happening, so you just need to set your own pace and speed and not get bogged down by doubts.

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The theme of this was inspired by the song Yunomi - ココロフロート (feat. nicamoq). Take what you need and leave what does not apply to you~

This post was originally made Oct 2020


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