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What are you so worried about in this time? All we ever do is try to go for what we love, and that is exactly what you are trying to do in this life. Be ambitious when the time allows you to and make bold decisions that you would not regret making time after time.

Who else is going to make those decisions for you but yourself? Surely there is a time and place for everything. However, what is going to happen when you cannot seem to make a decision based on primal fears that you are holding onto?

Surely at this point in time all you can do is pursue what you love and give all to what you decide on in the end. No one else can make those decisions except for you. So don’t give up on yourself.

Simply give up on the matters that do not meet those expectations where you want to go for those ambitions and feelings towards other forms of love. In life and in nature, pursue that wholly.


Divinely guided above and below, whilst there is various growths all around the horizon where an eye can and cannot see.


  • I’m Gonna Win by Rob Cantor:

Confidence is showcased here even in situations which seem rather at a loss. To stand up for what is correct for oneself and to be asserting that you are worthy of being more vulnerable. If not for anyone else, but yourself.

For if there is a reason to continue your battles regardless of how it appears to others, then it shall be because you are worth more now and in the future. To give that past you a chance to see where those battles lead to in the now present self. Give yourself the chance to see where those efforts go and know that even if you don’t know how this dream will end. It’ll give you a twist ending which is much better than you expected. Then you can look back and laugh at all the signs when you know nothing really was stopping you except yourself. Though if there are obstacles that is stopping you, then well, you’ll get through them. Because giving up is too easy and settling when you know inside your being, your inner emotions and dreams, they too want something more worthy of all those battles taken place. So be more empathetic to your wishes and know those changes are going to forge you into something that is solely you.


  • Sleepwalk by Forrest Day:

There’s a pounding, resounding, set of thoughts keeping you going. Even despite all the heartache and troubles things are not the same as last time this occurred. There is sure a problem or set of them that won’t be resolved at the drop of a hat. However, because of the prior knowledge on how this happened, it’ll be much easier to use what was newly taught and get through those events. You might feel like getting pushed to the limit or to a point where things are no longer really working out. This will only change with effort towards the next part and if you have been, great! If not, this is a good time to really understand what is holding you back from being able to make this work in your favor. If it is external reasons that cannot be worked on your end, then simply do what you can for yourself in the present moment until this goes into your ballpark again. Be kind with yourself as best you can and keep going. You aren’t as alone as you think and that’ll help you more than you realize.


  • Writing Message - Hypothesize

There are many different choices that can be made and many which will not be made as a result. However, there’s always a certain drive or a certain direction which ends up coming at just the right time. Like how relationships to people bring a forcible change to careers, love, viewpoints, or anything else. It may seem like things could have happened sooner. However, whether one is ‘spiritual’ or merely going with the flow of events like a storm, it’s a series of choices made based on multilayered factors that isn’t always conscious in the moment. So then, a thought remains. How much of ourselves is really hiding and waiting to come out at the right moments? The answer there is simple and yet not. One’s self is always presently there and living while also gathering information of what is to come. However, when and if those realizations comes is a different question. There’s a time and place for everything. So perhaps there are always going to be choices and answers which are not provided ever. Until a different point or even different lifetime.


  • Monster by KIRA (Vocaloid):

It’s funny how you think I’m bothered
Know I’m nothing like the others
You shouldn’t have messed with me
'Cause I heard
That you’re afraid of monsters, monsters

This is a time to really be yourself no matter what anyone else says about it! If that means to stop stagnating on a decision, then make one that is more sensible to your situation. Whatever you’ve been holding back on shouldn’t be held back at this point. You need to take responsibility for yourself. Whether this is a job or person, you do not have to cater to others to make things right with them. Do something which doesn’t make you feel ashamed with yourself and if someone or a situation crosses the line, then they do not deserve your time or energy any longer. You’ve worked to get this point and you are moving

I’m just being me
Cut out the things that I don’t need
And I don’t care if you disagree
I don’t need no sympathy
Winning the game on my own

Stick to your best overall and know that so long as you give your best and get the same in return. What is for you will be.

This post was originally made April 2021


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