Avid dreamer + artist + magic user. Trying my best to discover myself along the way to refine what I see as a reality.

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The inner fight between stillness and movement, between what you showcase versus what you hide. What is living to one whilst in reality is dying to another. These movements are not solely that on a man-made vehicle, rather it is how one strives to take an action in any situation. One can say it is the decision to finally move after there is an imbalance between internal and external actions.

Different colors and choices to reflect on. When moving, it is not saying to do an action that is wholly correct or wholly wrong. It is finding not only a balance in the scheme of social relationships, but that of emotional ones as well. Because not every action to move is a literal or earth-shattering one to behold. It’s realizing a missing piece and making a movement to put it where it needs to go. Even at the cost of starting over from what used to be. Once there is sight on both sides of an issue, what side is taken to achieve the balance from one choice to the other? Because one will aid in short term, one will aid in long term, one will aid to help both out easily. And some will not be known until years down the line. Balance grows from efforts to create anything to bring sense to our choices. While there are certain things which seem out of our control and disrupt our own grows at first, eventually it is realized why those happened. Even if there is never a clear answer. We see reflections of ourselves in the handiworks we make. The ideals we strive for and how they look to other people. Are those choices you make ideal for you and your balance? Or is it causing a disruption because you are only balancing someone else’s thoughts without your own thoughts on it?

When actions are taken and they don’t really fit your version of balance, consider why that is. Have you really thought on how to grow or have you been watching your own wilt gazing at someone else’s actions? There is a different color to everyone, a different element and a different set of oppositions we encounter everyday. If you are true to your actions and look how you steer your actions, then may those actions impact others and yourself to continue growing as a result of showing your true inner colors.

This post was originally made Feb 2021


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