Feeling surprisingly OK about the start of 2024? I worked on drawing stuff most of yesterday, with a level of engagement I haven't really felt since I was young and was doing it for fun. Which I guess is what I'm rediscovering. That reminds me, I have to reblog something later.
Anyway, I wrote in my journal last night (yes, this blog alone is not enough to contain my stream of consciousness) that I "did good today" which is absolutely unprecedented coming from myself. I feel like things could really turn around for me.
I'm really nervous about it, but I want to talk to an admissions advisor about maybe going back to school for something. Sure I would be in inescapable debt for the rest of my life, but at least my standard of living might be a bit higher as a skilled worker. Or maybe it's just the black mold talking.